spooked

I was told I was going to attend a course and getting a sum of cash for it. I started asking around on the course details, what are they teaching, how much does it cost and what happens to the bond if the company decides to fire me.

I guessed that question spooked 2 of my colleagues. I didnt explain to them why a fresh new hire is asking about being let go by the company.

I am committed, I will finished my 2 years contract. Moreover I am lazy in hunting for another job, my time are better well spend in learning new technologies and coolest stuff around. Thus the only unknown factor is what happens if the company decides that I am not up to the job. So by breaking the bond it means I will need to return both the sum of cash and the course fee. I will make sure I dont spend that particular amount of money which might add to my existing interest free debt of $74k.

Kind of scary for me again, as I am seated right in the center of the office again. Moreover I am next to a beautiful project coordinator who is visited frequently by everyone to get various things done. I kind of miss hsr water basin in the office, as I need to walk a distance to the restroom to wash my cup, and I cant wash my hands after eating some chocolate for example... I can't help not eavesdropping on everyone as I am right in the center of the office, the P3 is too slow to even play mp3 and I doubt it even has audio.